it sucks when the person you felt something for wasn’t really feeling the same way towards you. Yes that person may be sweet, such a gentleman and all but one thing is still lacking..
CONSISTENCY.. he may have time for you right now but tomorrow, he’ll be too busy with stuff that he’d even forget that you’re there. Or he may say things to you today but tomorrow it’s as if you’ve never talked about anything at all.
From his lack of consistency, you start to DOUBT his sincerity. Questions like “is he serious?” or “is this still a joke?” would come up to your mind.. making you twice as confused than before.
And the most painful of all,
YOU EXPECT ..that somehow, all this confusion would still result to something good.. even if you know deep inside that the odds are against you. ,, ,,even if its outright too obvious that he’s just doing this to get rid of boredom.
YOU EXPECT that maybe deep inside, he’d feel the same.
That he’d be “THE ONE”…..
even if he’s not.
THIS SUCKS…
But either way, what can one do??
Its more like a test of how stupid can one get..
The more one analyzes this situation, the more confused she gets..
This sucks.
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